Saturday, November 22, 2014

Cold feet

I'm finding it really hard to justify why exactly I want to move out. I just want to. And this plus various other factors are making me have cold feet. I guess for those who HAVE to move out it's fine because you make do with what you have but I have a choice and I guess I will just always wonder if I chose well. But when it comes down to it I need a change. I need a challenge, and I guess I could have done this some other way but I just keep looking forward to the day that I move out and live independently and now it is happening in three weeks! I still have plenty of time to prepare myself.

And I guess I'm also wondering if it was a smart move for me to not wait and flat with friends.... Like a permanent sleepover! Oh well, I keep telling myself that I can just move back home if necessary or even move to another flat.

The more I think about it the more I think I'm ready for this and now I just have to wait for it to happen and deal with what happens as it happens.


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