Today's the day!

Today is the day! Well, was the day haha. I have now officially moved into my new house and I'm honestly loving it so far! My room is awesome and so much bigger than I remembered it and I've managed to fit all my stuff inside :)
The people are cool too! And I haven't been all introverted and lame but I also have been able to have some time to myself too.

Asadhfalksjhfei I'm so excited!! This all seems to have worked out so well!
Thank you, God, for this! I hope I stay this enthusiastic about it all forever haha :)

Room for improvement

Every now and then I get a bit nervous about moving out. What if I don't like it? I'm really worried that I will be lonely or maybe even overcrowded (it's a big house with lots of people) and I'm super scared I will somehow run out of money....

But then I remember that I need to get out of my comfort zone and stop being lazy. I need to learn to cook and clean for myself 24/7. I need structure in my life. No more spending all my money on food and crappy clothes! This is how I am going to make myself a better person.

Cold feet

I'm finding it really hard to justify why exactly I want to move out. I just want to. And this plus various other factors are making me have cold feet. I guess for those who HAVE to move out it's fine because you make do with what you have but I have a choice and I guess I will just always wonder if I chose well. But when it comes down to it I need a change. I need a challenge, and I guess I could have done this some other way but I just keep looking forward to the day that I move out and live independently and now it is happening in three weeks! I still have plenty of time to prepare myself.

And I guess I'm also wondering if it was a smart move for me to not wait and flat with friends.... Like a permanent sleepover! Oh well, I keep telling myself that I can just move back home if necessary or even move to another flat.

The more I think about it the more I think I'm ready for this and now I just have to wait for it to happen and deal with what happens as it happens.

Planning ahead!

So, there's about 23 days left till I move into my new flat! Mum seems more enthusiastic and also more aware that this is really happening. I still am a bit worried that it will not turn out as awesome and life-changing as I am hoping it will be....

I still have to do a huge clean up of my room and sell all my crap! It needs to go. Period.
This is much easier said than done so I will just have to wait and see what happens. 

Much changes

I'm moving out.
Officially.
In the middle of December this year, so just under a month away.






This is so crazy!
It kind of felt like this was never going to happen. It is sad that Kirk (the love of my life) will be in Canada when I move and won't be back until I've been there for two weeks. Wah.

But that is why I started this blog. Something to keep me busy while he's gone and record the process of a sheltered twenty two year old moving 10km away just coz.

I hope I don't regret this but I don't think I will:D